Sick

1 John 1:9 "If we confess our sins, he is faithful and just to forgive us, and to cleanse us from all unrighteousness."

The last time that I went to hospital was year 2009 when I gave birth to my youngest daughter, then last March 21 Ronald need to bring me to the ER for I was really sick, this happened days before when I started to hear something from my hear, then come Sunday I told Ronald about it so he drove me to a doctor to be checked, since it's weekend, he dropped me off and they went somewhere else, the doctor did not give me any medicine to take, coz she find interesting about I told her, so Sunday afternoon I already felt a little bit dizzy so I just lay on the bed, Monday early morning, around 1:30am when I need to go to bathroom, my whole world is like turning around, i almost lost my balance in standing up, then after my pee, I vomitted and had some diarrhea as well, so 5am woke up to prepare foods/ breakfast for my girls, I vomit again and again and again, that's where i told Ronald that I think I need to go to hospital already, so we dropped off the girls to school and went to hospital, I don't have any energy anymore, imagine I vomitted all the food already and am afraid to eat for I know I will vomit it too, so the nurse check my bp, took my temperature and asked why, they said its vertigo, so I was asked to go inside the ER, put something on my finger for the heart, asked me to change to hospital gown, to pee in a bottle and took some blood for bloodiest, I was so scared that time esp when the doctor said that I need to had CT scan, when the nurse put medicine into my IV, that medicine will helped me to stop my dizziness and it works, so they prescribed medicine for my dizziness and nausea, and they discharge me after 4 hours staying there. With what happened to me, I prayed so hard to God to give me another chance to live, my girls are still young and I can't accept to leave them just like that, I know that our lives are just borrowed from Him, and we cannot hold our lives only God knows when am I leaving this world, so with this I want to spend more time with my families, to build more memories with them, and to live my life to the fullest.